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2006-04-26 04:25:51 UTC
Patrick Michael Sullivan again cites the Oakalla inmate number 283163.
How could anyone trust a convicted cowardly criminal who cyber stalks
suicidal and depressed people like Sullivan to ever be honest?
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My AOL went dead and I lost the post, sorry. My broken, battered reply is
below. Read with caution - I am the "reaper" you know? ;)
on my end. Not a lot of time, compared to some of the men I met who were in
for life. My Oakalla (LMRCC) inmate number was 283163. I was in West,
3-right-8 (3rd tier, west wing, right side, 8th cell). That was in Burnaby, BC,
Canada. I watched people raped, beaten, killed, suicides. But you know what?
I don't give a fuck. I got outta there and I still got me, ya know? It's all
water under the bridge and the hard times I subjected myself to and the hard
times I witnessed has made me a stronger person. And throughout all that hell
I saw at LMRCC, I still look back at those times as being the best times of my
life. You know why? Because the hard times made me grow and they made me
stronger. This, now, is your LMRCC, Beth. And when it's over, you will be
stronger, faster, quicker on your feet and a fighter with great wisdom... And
you'll be able to pass that wisdom on to others. And that's what I want to see
you do - pass this wisdom onto others... Wait for another 10 years, and you'll
see what I mean...
I am still here... And who cares about depression? Fuck it, let it go... It
ain't worth it, Beth. You got good things coming you way, Beth... Wait for
it... You'll see.. It's "TKC approved" ;)
years...
best - fighting to stay alive. You are a fighter, Beth. And I can respect
that.
Peace and Love and Love and Peace to you, Beth.
BTW - Did ya hear, TKC is causing shit all over the place? Hang in here for a
few weeks longer. You don't wanna miss this ;) 'Cause it get really
interesting from here and you and I are gonna find out who the real fighters on
ASH are ;) Later......
~tkc~ AKA "The Reaper"
--
Love of two is one...
Here but now they're gone...
Came the last night of sadness...
And it was clear she couldn't go on...
Then the door was open and the wind appeared...
The candles blew then disappeared...
The curtains flew and then he appeared "saying don't be afraid"
Come on, Baby "and she had no fear"
And she ran to him "then they started to fly"
They looked backward and said good bye "she had become like they are"
She had taken his hand "she had become like they are"...
Come on, Baby "don't fear the reaper"...
--Blue Oyster Cult - "Don't Fear the Reaper"
PS! Cori!!! I love you!!! And "P", too!!! And cats!! Can't forget the
cats!!! Call me in the morning for coffee and a good yack! Luv ya!!! :)
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My AOL went dead and I lost the post, sorry. My broken, battered reply is
below. Read with caution - I am the "reaper" you know? ;)
Subject: Re: briquettes
Date: 11/4/2003 10:42 PM Pacific Standard Time
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Wrong, Beth. You win everything you fight for...Date: 11/4/2003 10:42 PM Pacific Standard Time
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OK, XNA-Y this time, only, Beth...you win...
i win nothing.OK, XNA-Y this time, only, Beth...you win...
im not in a contest. but thank you for respecting it.
You're welcome.enough about my friends, also, please...to be suicidal to intend to go
through with it, a person is not thinking about other people, and other
people shouldnt influence their decision, this is my choice to live or die,
me or anyone should have that right to do it without being made to feel
guilty or bad for their feelings or if they act on them.
Oh, your a hard-nose, Beth. Ever done time in prison? Great place. 3.5 yearsthrough with it, a person is not thinking about other people, and other
people shouldnt influence their decision, this is my choice to live or die,
me or anyone should have that right to do it without being made to feel
guilty or bad for their feelings or if they act on them.
on my end. Not a lot of time, compared to some of the men I met who were in
for life. My Oakalla (LMRCC) inmate number was 283163. I was in West,
3-right-8 (3rd tier, west wing, right side, 8th cell). That was in Burnaby, BC,
Canada. I watched people raped, beaten, killed, suicides. But you know what?
I don't give a fuck. I got outta there and I still got me, ya know? It's all
water under the bridge and the hard times I subjected myself to and the hard
times I witnessed has made me a stronger person. And throughout all that hell
I saw at LMRCC, I still look back at those times as being the best times of my
life. You know why? Because the hard times made me grow and they made me
stronger. This, now, is your LMRCC, Beth. And when it's over, you will be
stronger, faster, quicker on your feet and a fighter with great wisdom... And
you'll be able to pass that wisdom on to others. And that's what I want to see
you do - pass this wisdom onto others... Wait for another 10 years, and you'll
see what I mean...
yes, so, i get obsessed with suicide ideas.
So did I. So what? I am still here. And I still get these suicide ideas, yetI am still here... And who cares about depression? Fuck it, let it go... It
ain't worth it, Beth. You got good things coming you way, Beth... Wait for
it... You'll see.. It's "TKC approved" ;)
maybe it keeps me from doing
them, to plan them out and ask questions here instead,
Good. Then ask yer friggin' face off, Beth. But be here for me in another 10them, to plan them out and ask questions here instead,
years...
i really dont know,
but ash and my friendships are separate. once i take a friendship off ash,
it becomes separate.
ok sorry.
You've got nothing to be sorry about, Beth. You just keep doing what you knowbut ash and my friendships are separate. once i take a friendship off ash,
it becomes separate.
ok sorry.
best - fighting to stay alive. You are a fighter, Beth. And I can respect
that.
Peace and Love and Love and Peace to you, Beth.
BTW - Did ya hear, TKC is causing shit all over the place? Hang in here for a
few weeks longer. You don't wanna miss this ;) 'Cause it get really
interesting from here and you and I are gonna find out who the real fighters on
ASH are ;) Later......
~tkc~ AKA "The Reaper"
--
Love of two is one...
Here but now they're gone...
Came the last night of sadness...
And it was clear she couldn't go on...
Then the door was open and the wind appeared...
The candles blew then disappeared...
The curtains flew and then he appeared "saying don't be afraid"
Come on, Baby "and she had no fear"
And she ran to him "then they started to fly"
They looked backward and said good bye "she had become like they are"
She had taken his hand "she had become like they are"...
Come on, Baby "don't fear the reaper"...
--Blue Oyster Cult - "Don't Fear the Reaper"
PS! Cori!!! I love you!!! And "P", too!!! And cats!! Can't forget the
cats!!! Call me in the morning for coffee and a good yack! Luv ya!!! :)